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| always take the time to really get to know people.
because you might be passing on an amazing person.
and never take those around you for granted.
because they might not be there one day.
people dont last forever, but memories do.
r.i.p. | | |
| so this is my second day home, and ive decided to recap parts of my trip for anyone who would care to know... i spent 3 weeks in cambridge (i stayed at queens college). and i had such an amazing time, more than i ever could have expected. my roomate was a girl named nora, from california-and shes mega cool and i miss her because she was like my sister for a month. and i met tons of interesting people (and some not so interesting but thats ok too) and we all became super close. field trips to london, straford, bath, etc., movie nites, shopping, plays, going to restaraunts, deep convos, punting on the river, swimming, bus rides, dances. you name it-we did it, fer serious :) i never would have expected for us to become so close, but we were like family and i felt like i belonged there (and i really just got to figure out who i am and what i truly want)... at the end of the three weeks our goodbyes were cut short due to some unplanned circumstances but that didnt make it any less sad... the girls in my dorm were amazing and we stayed up and took pics and talked for a long time... early the next morning everyone who remained left for paris( the most amazing place ive ever been). its gorgeous and it was the perfect ending to the trip, and honestly those of us who went just became even closer. the eiffel tower, the louvre, musee d'orsay, monet's garden... but the best by far was van gogh's house... saying goodbye to everyone was extremely hard. goodbyes arent supposed to be that tough, but it was. and we all promised to visit each other when were in town... and im such a loser cuz weve all been on the phone non stop since we left. ha. i <3 them like crazy. | | |
| my favorite quotes of this week:
- in regards to a bad brake up: "dont worry, ill always luv you. and id never leave you for
****. plus, she kinda looks dead..." <3 <3 cora
- on religion: "christianity is just a way to scare people" <3 <3 marty
- on school: "i found spark notes for the bible" <3<3 steph
- on being interested in the opposite sex: "i saw this girl tonight at the talent show and i
thought she was good lookin then they turned the lights on and i was like "blah!" <3<3
chris
oh dear... you guys make my life complete <3<3 | | |
| as perfectly as we fell into place.our fingeres locked and our lips touched. its all unraveling and coming apart. for the same reason as always. but you mean so much. and i hoped this time would be different. but its all just the same... </3 | | |
| when you apologize to someone, it means that you care about them and the way they feel. and when you apologize its supposed to mean that youre trying to make a concious effort to not make the same mistake and hurt the people you love, yet again. but after years of hearing endless apologies, and witnessing no changes, those apologies start to become meaningless. but then again there is a famous quote, i dont remember who said it though, but it reads as follows: "we hurt the ones we love the most." im not sure if it applies to this situation, but it does make sense in a twisted sort of way. but history has a sick way of repeating itself. so in reality this would mean that it shouldnt come as a surprise, but rather by now, i should be accustom to it. but as the same senario is relived time and time again, each time just a little bit worse than before. but now that im older i am better able to comprehend what it is thats going on around me. meaning, the more i witness, by what i see, hear, and experiece, the more upset i become. but with the maturity i have, it better enables me to take the situation in, analyze it, and base my thoughts and oppinions off that. and in a sense i know that i shouldnt just base my whole outlook on just those expereinces alone, but its a bit hard when youre constantly surrounded by them. but, id like to think that a select few people, or shall i say, mostly just one person [the person who i luv who knows me the best, and is the closest to me] is there to help me accept things the way they are, but move past it, dont dwell on it, and dont settle for it. and i know for a fact that at times, this person is the only reason why i try to cope with things the way they are; if it werent for them, i honestly dont think i would be alive today. but one thing that i have come to realize in time is that the longer "we" are forced to endure this, the more turned off to relationships i see myself becoming... | | |
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